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Wilhelm Reich B. 3.24.1897 Dobryzcynica, Austria / D. 11.3.1957 Lewisburg Federal Penitentiary Heart Attack How can I say this? I wanted to have sex with her again. How could I get this? I wondered. How could I want this? I wanted it easily, I suspected I wanted it ceaselessly – if my psychosomatic fatigue did not deceive me, that is. How did I mean this? I may have wanted it more than I knew. How could I tell this? I wrote down a long list of clues: I’m upset, I’m angry, I’m entertaining fantasies of angry scenes; I’m tired, I’m sleeping eight hours but have circles under my eyes like from three; I’m waking up on Tuesday from a dream where I’ve got this big sack full of human meat in baggies – How did I read that? I wanted her body. And how about now? I needed meat – or better yet, steamed clams. How do I know this? I went for a checkup and last week my doctor shared the results: I’ve got a Vitamin B12 deficiency. It causes fatigue. I’m getting shots now. How come I have that? I was a meal-skipping middle aged woman with a small carbon footprint who didn’t take vitamins. I mistook the symptoms of deficiency for signs of an amorous nature and let them run wild. I put too much faith in an orgasm.
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