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Brigitte Helm B. 3.17.06 Berlin / D. 6.11.96 Ascona, Switzerland Wear and Tear Maybe this already is a perfect world. But it’s the same old, sad story. Actresses are the gateway drug. After an actress you wander, never ever satisfied for the full length of a day. You learn—or else you never learn—to lean on isolated moments—to stand and lean upon a fall of light, a concerto, a picnic. . . Like an old woman coming home from the store, stopped with her hand on a stranger’s gate, you steady yourself on a fall of light, a transvestite wearing a pleased look, a hedge of honeysuckle in the dusk. . .exhaling. You are restless; you roam; you try redheads and butches, fat chicks and men, again—where will it end? Don't pretend not to know. Born disfigured by a mark below the surface of your brow, a stain which attracts you to white— I am filthy thrillingly cold— I am fecal—I steam unavailable women—how could there have been any confusion as to the outcome? Your ilk will always wind up in a close space, huddled in the Final Thrall. German blondes—my heroin. Consolation Site: For example
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