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Hieronymus Bosch (b. Jeroen van Aken) B. c. 1453 s�-Hertogenbosch, Holland / D. 8.9.1516 's-Hertogenbosch Plague My potty-training phase. Something must have happened. Me, God and the potty-training phase. Archaic landscape with two figures and a pit. God, the potty-training phase and I: subject of catechism. I must have been damaged in the potty-training phase. What other explanation for the way I strain to string twelve words together in a line. . .and those not daily. God damaged me. Why else my hoarding, my refusal to favor the world with my fullness. (The once-friendly porcelain, window and wall in collusion, falling away.) Cut me open: I�m nothing but Nuh-uh Not Yet. With a father�s shout: a shout, a spank, a stomp or an impatient storming or several or a hundred he must have let go; I always choose the tiniest fonts. God did damage to me in the potty-training phase. Ask me: Have I never forgiven? Off comes the lid. Down in the pit the demons start rushing the ladder: participles adjectives verb forms of every description seethe up the ladder whose top rungs sway in the space between �damage� and �did� and here they come: Immeasurable, a mouth in its belly Dire, which leaves a trail of broken clocks Irrevocable, four feet, no hands Senseless, with a hoop for a head The Usual, riding a scythe like a hobbyhorse.
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